Just my frick fracken luck...

[Levana]

I did a beta test today at 10dpt (will still do one in four days at the IVF clinic no matter what the results are...)

Anyway, I get all my lab work online at my health insurance's website. I just got an email and an SMS that the results are ready. Of course, now the site is down!!!!!!

I called the lab directly and they cannot give me the information over the phone.



Levana

[Levana]

Just posted that message and then I checked the site again and it was up.

The test was a BFN.

Just like I was expecting.

[aandp]

((((hugs)))))

Levana -

I am so sorry. Be gentle with yourself and try to relax.

Thinking of you...

Please continue to let us know how you are doing.

Patti

[Carlaliz]

I'm really sorry Levana and will be thinking of you. Please take care of yourself!

[Levana]

Thanks, both of you.

I'm really doing alright. I wasn't expecting a different outcome so I think that I was already pretty emotionally prepared for the cycle to fail. Also the FET process was just so much easier physically that I don't feel as drained as I did after doing a fresh cycle. Anyway, I still have to get my official beta test on Thursday which means I have to be pricked again (boo!) but I'll take the opportunity while I am in the clinic to make an appointment with our doctor. Then we'll sit down and see what we are going to do next. I am not at all convinced that we'll be trying again. We'll see.


Levana

[Carlaliz]

I'm glad to know that you're handling it well - as well as one could under the circumstances. Good luck on Thurs. and please let us know what you decide to do. Hang in there!!!

[aandp]

Ugh.

Everything that Carlaliz said....

I think it is easier when you just expect the bad outcome the whole time, but I the reality still sucks. I think I was living in the dream last time even when my first beta was 2 because it wasn't 0. Ugh. I'm so sorry. I've been thinking about you lots. And for the IVF, my husband has said that he doesn't want me to do an ER again because it's just too much on my body...so I understand where you are with that, too. But ugh.

Take care!
Patti

[Annette]

Big HUGS....please know that we are thinking about you and are here when you need to talk. Let us know how it goes on Thursday.