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Hi Liz and everyone,
I used to post on here about 5years ago maybe. I lost my dear baby george at 17.5 weeks after trying to get preg for almost 9 years. They say time heals all wounds...well, it helps but I dont think it heals them completely. I still have all the cards, books, blankets and the few maternity clothes I had in a big plastic bin up in the closet, along with his pictures. I dont cry much about it anymore. I do look at my 3 year old nephew and wonder how much trouble they wouldve gotten into and I smile.
My marriage ended in divorce in Mid 2008. My now ex-husband just kept insisting that we start all over from square one with clomid and I just was not going to do it. My mother was also saying she was going to get some clomid and crush it up and put it in my food!!! All this combined with the loss of baby george and my ex husbands depression was just too much to handle and we divorced uncontested with no animosity. We are still very good friends and we call each other quite often especially on and around March 15 which is the day we lost our son.
At the time I was going thru my divorce, I also lost my job at the university and put my house on the market. Then moved in with my sister and her family.
I have my own place now, one of my cats has come to live with me and I have full-time job, which is much much different from the university work I was doing. I still enjoy teaching my jazzercise class. It gives me the opportunity to inspire other women to be the best they can be.
This forum helped me so much when I was going thru such a horrific and stressful time in my life. Liz is wonderful. I saw there was an update from Calamyte and she is going to adopt another child. Congrats for you Cal!! I think of you often and wish you the best.
For everyone else here, this is a hard place to be. My love, my heart and my hugs go out to you. There are women that have been in your place and while you may not believe it now, there are blue skies ahead for you and many great things to come.
Liz is wonderful!!
rhonni
George Spencer R.
b: 3-15-2007
d: 3-15-2007
I used to post on here about 5years ago maybe. I lost my dear baby george at 17.5 weeks after trying to get preg for almost 9 years. They say time heals all wounds...well, it helps but I dont think it heals them completely. I still have all the cards, books, blankets and the few maternity clothes I had in a big plastic bin up in the closet, along with his pictures. I dont cry much about it anymore. I do look at my 3 year old nephew and wonder how much trouble they wouldve gotten into and I smile.
My marriage ended in divorce in Mid 2008. My now ex-husband just kept insisting that we start all over from square one with clomid and I just was not going to do it. My mother was also saying she was going to get some clomid and crush it up and put it in my food!!! All this combined with the loss of baby george and my ex husbands depression was just too much to handle and we divorced uncontested with no animosity. We are still very good friends and we call each other quite often especially on and around March 15 which is the day we lost our son.
At the time I was going thru my divorce, I also lost my job at the university and put my house on the market. Then moved in with my sister and her family.
I have my own place now, one of my cats has come to live with me and I have full-time job, which is much much different from the university work I was doing. I still enjoy teaching my jazzercise class. It gives me the opportunity to inspire other women to be the best they can be.
This forum helped me so much when I was going thru such a horrific and stressful time in my life. Liz is wonderful. I saw there was an update from Calamyte and she is going to adopt another child. Congrats for you Cal!! I think of you often and wish you the best.
For everyone else here, this is a hard place to be. My love, my heart and my hugs go out to you. There are women that have been in your place and while you may not believe it now, there are blue skies ahead for you and many great things to come.
Liz is wonderful!!
rhonni
George Spencer R.
b: 3-15-2007
d: 3-15-2007
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